ah where to begin where to begin...

had many dreams i cannot recall but some were movie like...

at one point i'm at this place during midnight taking my usual solitary night saunter and come to a ditch like place afteer walking in the woods area and looking high up to luna... and the skies were purple/black and she was beautiful.... and i walked thenceforwards down this undeground passage way ... it had places for my feet and arms to rest as i walked down... invitation? ... and i walked down there in the underground passage which was open where Luna's lustre shone and sight mine abled... and the floor was also purple as the sky enabled... and walked i did more and more and more.. and my subconscious picked up on things i mayn't know.l.. for a while.... as i was walking up i could ont fully get back up as i was towards the end and i hear my aunt's voice from within the house and i seek to ask her to help me get back up but i digress... i'd rather find my own, and if i fall... it will be interesting, as i'd live broken in this beautiful place alone!


LUCIDITY:

I'm at my aunt's investigating a crime scene which turns me on... and that i feel part of it a serial killer crime scene... there be dark corridors here and there and everywhere... and i like to dwell there as opposed to the rest.... and i keep looking more and more... so aunt's spirit arrives not the body and i sense she is the murderer! Talk about horror story! beautiful! and the villain be ine very own physical aunt! beautiful! So another being steps inside my psyche at this level and i decide to fly away... like the bird that i am... truly.. minimized me.... and i fly and return as i'm somewhat lucid... no i AM lucid now... and this is when i do some spinning and realize this changes the appartment building by a few... and this was what i expected (little did i realize that expectations = results...) and so i used this spinning as a medium and this lucid dream turned out to be rather long! why? you ask... because i did not travel fast,.. that's why, i did not travel fast! that was the technique... not much to look at in my hands... more travelling travel travel travel! and i'm in tis building which looks to be an investigation office for the crime scene but i couldn't really give fifty four... and so i travel through the doors and there be many people, and in this lucid state i seek to keep, i walk fast at timesbut need to slow down to keep in... and keep in i do for a very long time... and i stare at these hard working people... and decide i should lure.. then i lose consciousness there and lucidity gone ... and i wake up in my bed at my old house as younger... and so false awakening it be.. . and I realize now that I had brought back objects from the dream world and so i tested this time, in throwing these objects around... one was a beautiful onyx bracelet and the rest were mostly of its kin... and so i decided to toss them at my walls! and toss i did... and i found only one of the bracelets (?) later... to realiZE the rest had turned into some yellowy liquid... so i heard my parent's aura tingle my ear... and the importance was cut there like cut...
....at another point night i was sitting on the table with parents on both sides and was looking at my other possible self, the conforming self... the trickster! and i was watching myself dine away... life fades...


The others i cannot recall very well (now)... but did very well upon my first waking, the lucid dream taking place, and i was somewhat in crime investigations as none other than the spectating student (for what? the crime or...)...

i may return...

the dreams inspired me for my projects... it will be birthed shortly... and there will be no titles... for the first... and this is the art of terror